Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New Year's Eve.

This year was .. better. I got closer to a lot of people, but, on the other hand, drifted from others. They were important to me, but I lost touch. =/


In 2008 I did a lot of things I wouldn't normally do. It's not a bad thing. xD I became less shy. I told myself Shut up. Stop being stupid. You'll regret not doing it later. Sometimes, I just decided to not think, just do. Oh so many arguments. ;] I tried to be as selfless as I could. I think about life more now. I think I'm more grown up. Or, at least, I hope so.

So many times I spent with those I love. <3 Ate's Wedding, apartment BBQ, Spring Break, Motu'aina Christmas party, Monterey, San Francisco, Drama performances, DDRMaxx birthdays, C+AZ, the whole summer w/ my brother, those countless times I stayed at Nikki's, Beccah's place too, eating dinner w/ Ate Shei, running errands w/ Ate, & hanging w/ Dad.

Then, those times where I spent it w/ the people I hardly ever see. Pacquiao fight, Brandon's + Archie's birthday, Will's birthday, Norris's birthday, & all those times we all went to SLz. xD

Without everyone, I'd be nothing. I'd be that creepy kid in the back of the class.. or the ultra nerd that studies all day. ;]
-When it comes to music I'm in <3 Alice Nine, DBSK, NEWS, Arashi, Dir en Grey, the GazettE, Kra, Ayabie, An Cafe, KAT-TUN, Fahrenheit, SHINee & all the others I cant remember right now. xD
-Holy shit at the shitload of shows I've watched this year. xD
-Crazy ammounts of YouTube videos.
-Language status: Tagalog = woot. Japanese = Booooot.
-104 paper cranes so far.
I've never actually done a New Year's resolution before. =/

- Finish 1000 paper cranes.
- Learn frickin' Japanese already.
- Be happy.
- Do some ginormously selfless thing.
- Try to do the things on the "Things I might try" list.
Gah, HAPPY NEW YEAR, I hope this year is better. After all, high school's gonna start. I DONT WANNA DO PE. D:

Things I might try:
- Try out for volleyball @ SLz.
- Learn how to cook some hella good food. ;]
- Be. Less. Afraid.

Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2009, woot. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

By your side, by your side. Will you sing a song for me?

I remember my dream about Alice Nine. <3

It's been a while since I've had a dream. The last dream I had I was doing math. xDD
warning: ULTRA NERD. <--- me :D

Damn, I REALLY need to get outta the house.

Monday, December 29, 2008


[15:11] Nik: 4rwywrgf
[15:12] Tat: sorry, i dont speak stupid.
[15:12] Nik: I thought you were the genius in stupid.
[15:12] Nik:
[15:12] Tat: nah. i failed that class.
[15:12] Nik: Which shows how stupid, you really are.
[15:12] Nik: XD
[15:13] Tat: or, my friend im to smart to be stupid. ;D
[15:13] Nik: NO.
[15:13] Nik: SHUT UP
[15:13] Nik: XD
[15:13] Tat: hahahah.

I need some cold weather. I mean really? When's it gonna start raining hella hard? D:

"'Te! Look, look! Look what I made!"
*stares at screen* "Hold on, 'Ta."
-Sigh, disappointment fills me up like a buffet.

Lame simile.

Sunday, December 28, 2008


I was catching up on my history. Reading about World War 2 and whatnot. I thought what the Nazi's did to all those people was possibly the worst thing that could happen to any human being. I thought it was the only major thing that happened during that war. Boy was I wrong.

I read about the things that were hard to believe. The Masscre of Nanking.. the Bataan Death March.. human experiments.. so much more. Then i remembered all the things I already knew. Concentration camps, gas chambers, atom bombs, Pearl Harbor, Iwo Jima.

I thought to myself,

Damn, how can people be so cruel? What's the point?
What's the point of war? Is that THE only way?
How come people have that kind of mindset?
How come they dont care about all the people that'll be involved because of their fucking problems.

Majority of the people who died during WWII were innocent people who feared for their lives because of stupid ass mother fuckers. They had nothing to do with it.

Every life is important. Every person matters.
How the fuck can you live with yourself after doing all that shit.

Shit like that deserves no forgiveness.

Damn I'm so freakin angry. Angry at all the stupid people. Angry at all those fuckers.
I have a goal. One goal that will probably be impossible, but I'll do whatever it takes.
I'm gonna change the world. If it's a minor change then so be it. But i want to do something.

Anne Frank. Sadako Sasaki. And all the other good people that suffered during that war..
Rest in peace.

I'm so much more grateful for my life now.
Speaking of which, I totally thrown away days from my life watching anime, dramas, & movies.
All those hours.. wasted. I could've totally done something worthwhile, and yet I continue watching. Rotting my brains out.

Here's a list of all the crap I've watched.

Death Note
Death Note 2
L: Change the World
Tada, Kim wo Aishiteru
Virgin Snow
The Classic
May 18
Letters from Iwo Jima
Hana Yori Dango Final
Spirited Away
Love Phobia
Nobody Knows
My Girl & I
[& two others that I cant remember]

Code Geass
Bleach til ep 99
Love Hina
H2O: Footprints in the Sand
Elfen Lied
Ouran High School Host Club

1 Litre of Tears
Hanazakari Kimitachi E
Hana Yori Dango
Hana Yori Dango 2
Ryusei no Kizuna
Kiken na Aneki
Last Friends
Nobuta wo Produce
Gokusen 2
DBSK's Vacation
DBSK's Banjun Dramas
14 Sai no Haha [currently watching]

What sucks is that .. I dont remember some of these. xD
I also forgot a few..

NO LIFE status.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Monday, December 22, 2008

It's raining men, hallelujah.

Ohhh so fun. Went to SF <3 & went bowling.
I got like.. five gutter balls in a row. :D
But I got one spare! Woo :D

Dad got 5 strikes in a row. -_-

Im tired. Im not gonna say more than that. Enjoy my new favorite quote.

"Kids in the front seat cause accidents, accidents in the back seat cause kids."

Friday, December 19, 2008

The face of a lover, with a fire in his heart.

I can't stop listening to Christmas songs.

Beccah: DDRMaxx!?
Nikki: --axx!?
Donica: --axx!?
Me: --axx!?
Thanks Beccaaaaahhh :D

Teasing Beccah's hair is such a biotch. xD

Anyways. Last C+AZ for the year. =/
Donica was making an Asian horror movie. xD Freakin' dragging herself all over the floor trying to get some static to touch me with.. but in the end.. all that dragging got her no where. xDD
Donica & Nikki were HELLA into the.. Gears of War game? Gods of War? I have no freakin clue. xD

HAHAHHAHA. "It's okay, we still have each other."
Me and Beccah went crazy with the make-up.

She kept making me pretty.. but I kept making her look like an asian hooker, trashy, & a female Jonas.

Then she made me a panda. xDD
I dont even know WHY she was attacking me on the floor. Hahaha.
She and Nikki are so easy to beat tho. :]
I hella went home w/ my panda make-up still on. WHITE circles around my eyes... traced in black. Black nose. Omg. xD

Darian: "Meowww" <33

So, I was walking to the stairs and there was this family ahead of me and one of them looked behind me, and stared at me, and I guess told another one of them since they looked at me. xD

So I'm alone and decide to help my dad wrap gifts.

Dad: "Yay! I have re-inforcements!"
20 min. later.
T: "Dad.. I only really helped rip pieces of tape whenever someone wrapped gifts."

Ohh, my gulay.
I wanted to go to sleep so I was laying there and I sat up a little so I could put some music on on the computer when someone freakin runs in the room and tackles me.

In my had I'm thinking "Dad, what the f--?!"
But it was, of course, my stupid brother.


Thursday, December 18, 2008

Last Christmas.

I gave you my <3 Lalalalaaaa.

I'm hella.. ready already. And it's only like 7:04 am.
So last night was Motu'aina's christmas party. :]
Fun night, but couldnt stay long.
It's okay though, since we even got to go.

When we pulled in to the parking lot I got really nervous, cause it was like "Oh my gosh, what if what if..." this and that.

Nikki: Call Aeriel, Ta! Tell her to come outside.
Tata: *ring ring* Aeriel? Hey guess what? WE'RE OUTSIDE. Come get us.
Aeriel: Omg omg omg. Ok ok! :D

Wow wow wow. So many hugs last night. I went up and hugged Auntie Catherine. She seemed really happy. Hahah. I expected a like "Oh, it's you..." But she actually hugged the four of us and told Iris she grew and stuff like that.

Man. It felt so awkward talking to everyone, but once I did it was okay. I wasn't gonna let my shyness take over. Not like last time. xD I did half the things I did w/o thinking. Woo!

M: Hi.
T: Hey.
M: How've you been? Why aren't you dancing anymore?
T: Good. Uh, gas is expensive.
M: *stares*
T: Ya' know, since we live so far away?
M: *continues to stares*
T: Yeahhh... o.o
M: Okay... *walks over to iris.*

Hahha. That doesn't count.

Aeriel didn't change. :]
Neither did Alyssa.
Chris.. is still a weirdo. xD
David's hair is SUPER long.
Angel got taller.
Alex[is] remembered meeee.
All the little girls still hate me. xD

Longest goodbye ever.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Why did today have to be a mile day?

Siiiighhhh. =/ 10:23.

So in Ms. Arrona's class we played Gauntlet.
Which was like running through a battle field w/ bullets firing from everywhere...

but with dodgeballs.

So I'm running and running and I'm about 4/5 of the way to the finish line and this ball comes out of freaking no where and hits me in my chest. D: My arm partially blocked it but it hitt baaaaad. DD:

10 extra credit points for that? Hah! x]

Wednesday, December 10, 2008


Hey, that's a WoW word. ;]

Damn. So I woke up at 8 today. Walked to school at 9.
Missed first period.

I'M SO STUPID. -_- Just by missing today, I could have possibly pulled my grade down to a B+. A freakin B+ in PE. That is noooooot good. =/
Easy work in Algebra. Easy work in ELA. Set up the stage in Drama.
Today was, all in all, an easy day.

Things done after school:
#1. Ate Hawaiian food w/ DDR & Nikki's dad. xD
#2. Dress rehearsal - Somewhat fun.
#3. Hung out after school w/ everyone. Kayaaaaa <3 <--Freakin got attacked by these other dogs.
#4. Beccah's house.
#5. Nikki's house. <-- Nik's grandma scared us all. D:

We've all just been hit with nostalgia.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Dear Blogspot,

I'm in great need of a diary.
In which I shall put up all the thoughts
I don't want the world to see.

ANYWAY. Today = Pacquiao fight.

I went over Norris's house at like.. 6-ish expecting the house to be overflowing with all the familiar people I know. I guess I was too early, since only Dominique, Danielle, and Melray were there. Felt pretty weird being there after not seeing them in a while. Slowly things went good tho. Hide n Seek, volleyball, swings, MySpace, pictures w/ Niknik. xD

Oh and we played categories too. >:]
Score, you ask? 3 to nooothhhinnn.

Matthew lost NJ's memory card so we went around looking for it. HELLA MUCH. Tita Grace came in and saved the day. In the end, it had been hidden in behind the drawers underneath of the bed. So then it was only NJ, Matt, Melray, & me w/ our parents. Them singing drunk karaoke, us doing random shit in the room.

We all went into our traditional: Bye! Tanks por coming! Say hi tuu yur mahm, ohkay? Goodnight, oh. So pretty naman. Ay 'nako you kip putting your hair in prahnt ob your payse! You're like dah girl prahm da Incredibells. You're hair isss like diss. *does hand movements* Byebye! Tanks again por coming!

But, as usual, Tita forced us to bring hella food, so I am hella full right about now. xD
OH YEAH. Almost forgot. Norris wasn't even there. xD


Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Back to school

Damn. xD I'm still getting use to getting up at 6:45 in the morning.
School's been pretty good, I guess.

PE: Worrying me a bit. Since I'll miss a lot of it b/c of Drama plays. I don't wanna faaaaaaiiill.
History: <33333
Algebra: <33333
English: -_-
Drama: Not loving it anymore.


It was very cute. You know it. ;]]

Aiba, on the other hand...


Friday, November 28, 2008

Ohh man. :]

I'd been working on Dad's present 80% of the day.
Damn. My first sharpie ran outta ink so I got a new Sharpie. But then I'm like 3/4 done and the stupid new Sharpie ran out. D: The feckkk. Shouldnt it have hella ink??

Here's like.. three pictures. :D

 Ate & Dad. So many years ago. @_@

I did my best. D:

Haha. You can see in the bottom left corner where I started running outta ink.

So as I was drawing & stuff, I came across these videos on Youtube.

Ohhh goodness. This made my day.
Reita xDD

Nao! <3

Monday, November 24, 2008

I shoulda known.

There was no point in putting my schedule for the week. xD
My lazy ass hasn't gotten to some of the stuff yet.

I spent yesterday & this morning watching Kiken Na Aneki.
Not as great as 1 Litre of Tears or Gokusen 2, but it was good enough.

Instead of a list of things I'm gonna do now, or by the end of this year, etc., I'm gonna make a list of things I want to do before I die.

Ready? Set. GUUUU!

1. Go to at least ONE concert.
2. Meet someone famous.
3. Get a great job.
4. Visit the Philippines.
5. Find love.
6. Go to Japan.
7. Spend a week in Cabo.
8. Learn Tagalog & Japanese

Decent, riiiiiggghhht? :]
Maaan, I make lots of to-do lists.
That's all for now!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Forget LiveJournal.


Yeah so, it's the first day of breaaaak.

Nov. 22: Lazy day/ Work on dad's present
Nov. 23: Movies w/ Dad.
Nov. 24: -- work more on the present?
Nov. 25: -- Clean the friggin apartment?
Nov. 26: -- Review plaaaay.
Nov. 27: Dont know where I'm celebrating yet.
Nov. 28: Berkley w/ Ate. Haircut.
Nov. 29: SF ??

Pastels = maybe.

To do list before promotion.
- Go to Japantown.
- Go to Pier 39.
- Do hella extra credit. [Drama 2 & ASB crap will probably bring my grades down.]
- Get 4.0's all year.
- Learn some friggin Tagalog.